Tag: depression

  • Thoughts

    I may seem crazy Or painfully shy But these scars wouldn’t be so hidden If you would just look me in the eye I feel alone here and cold here Though I don’t want to die But the only anaesthetic that makes me feel anything Kills inside I do not want to be afraid I…

  • Migraines hurt.

    I had a major mood deviation yesteday. It was brought on by work-related gossip and a migraine. I kept thinking about children – wanting them, or not as it currently stands, and my tendency for all things depressive. I realized that if I were to have a child, I would most certainly regress some and…

  • Things Gallore

    Hubby and I are finally going on our honeymoon! We fly out Saturday night for 12 wonderful nights in Mauritius. I can’t wait to go for a myriad of reasons the biggest ones being I get to be near the ocean for a while and NO WORK! In other news, happiness seems to be a…

  • One of those bad times again…

    Jack Johnson is singing “it’s always better when we’re together” to me. Yes, that’s true but I’m sure I could do without the current drama. No details will be shared here, but sometimes lately I wonder if it was all really worth it. Hubby has been somewhat attentive this week and listened to me bitch…

  • What’s wrong?

    Something’s wrong, I’m just not sure what. Work is going well, I got taken on permanently early, I’m doing some web design stuff, which I love! For some reason it’s lacking, though. I’m not sure why… It also feels like it’s taking up all my time. I haven’t spent any time online properly in months!…